Tuesday, June 17, 2008

He Loves Me So Good and This Beautiful World

I love my husband. I love my husband dearly. Lately times has been tough for me. Not with my husband, but just in life in general. I have recently parted ways with a very dear friend and this has taken a terrible emotional toll. I try to "shake" it off and let it roll off my back like Ry suggests but I have never been good at that. However, the purpose of this blog isn't to lament the lost of who I thought was my best friend but rather to sing the praise of my husband.

My husband Ryan always seems to know the right thing to say when I'm blue. I have had a hard life. I'm not being facetious, it's just the truth and when I fall into "victim" mode he is always there with the perfect thing to say to lift me back out. He calms my fears when I doubt and he loves me so good. That statement was made by a wise lady named Sharron Huffstutler and though it is rife with grammatical error it truly describes my husband. He loves me so good.

Lately Ry has been out of town more days than in town. I have struggled with loneliness and anger, but Ry does the best he can to make me feel dear to him. It is a testament of his ability to love me so good that I don't worry or fret when he's out of town. I trust him and that is a miracle. He completes me. My life is just better because he is in it. I am truly glad to have made him my husband.

On a different track, life has been pretty routine lately. It's been a lot of reading, working, and cleaning. Saturday (June 14th) I was able to visit bridal veil falls. I am amazed at how much better shape I am in than when I first moved here and that short hike nearly did me in. Standing by the waterfall and looking through the canyon was a spiritual experience to me. I know that my Heavenly Father is a god of love. NO being could create this beautiful and awe inspiring world and not feel the deepest of love.


I am happy, I am on the right path, and I am in love.