Last night I had my first dream about actually birthing Loralei.  It was fantastic, and if my actual birth was like this, yeah I think I could handle it.  However I know its my subconscious way to try to shield me from the birthing experience.  In my dream, I was in bed asleep with my husband and I felt like I was dilating (no pain) and that I was going to give birth.  So Ryan my husband who's asleep beside me says just go with it.  So I start pushing and soon the head is out and so is the rest of the baby. She's a little small cause get this, she's only 6 months and a day in the womb, but that doesn't really effect her.  And I call my Mom (from AL) and have her take care of the umbilical cord.  Then I start nursing Loralei and everything is ok.  Then the HUGE worry that I have (not that i just gave birth at 6 months or at home in my bed) is that I had my baby too early and I'm going to have to tell work.  And I spend the rest of the dream trying to call work to tell them that I've had my baby and will need to start my maternity leave immediately.
Wow, what a dream.  Tho, I have to be honest, if the the birth happens as painlessly in my dream I would not complain.  :)
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Ditto! I'm all about painless! :D
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